Splinters
for Peter Hughes for Peter Crisp for Ted Jenner for Scott King for Marilynn Webb
a birth too hoped a life too lived a death too died • counting mummy’s bruises • STAND BEHIND THIS LINE • park grass spongy underfoot magpie quardle oodling overhead • sun-up / the brilliance of the day / sun-down • DO NOT SPIT HERE • CAUTION GLASS BEHIND • condemned & privileged to say what others don’t • all these years to find he is not even a pretty face • cloudless half-moon waning • with each new poem I slip into something less comfortable • words ‘art’ & ‘craft’ are alive when each is lived within each other’s scope they are not dead nouns but doing words, of which the work is evidence of their doing or perhaps ‘art’ is noun & ‘craft’ is verb for the one thing we will ever do, to live • the cockatoos are back dozens of them littering the diagonal line of treetops from St Kilda Road to Adams Street • build a nest feather a nest foul a nest • ‘the future isn’t what it used to be’ Paul Valery • better the demons within than those at the door • 7 am – 6 hot-air balloons heading east are you afraid of death – no, I am frightened of being alive do you long for death – no, in spite of it all I like to wake up • I do not know who I am what I do where I go • the search for validation is not a valid enterprise • nothing changes nothing ever changes heaving the something into view which is nothing • the magazines – where poems go to die • lone wolf trash talk – the wolf does not lie down with the dog except to eat it • don’t ask ‘what is the meaning of this’ of everything there are events / elements you can only take ‘on trust’ (this has nothing to do with ‘having faith’ • leaf by leaf the bodies fall • the cloud of knowing shape-shifter color-changer in & out of existence • trace-elements those who, leaving the system aside still hang on to, oh, something ‘spiritual’, out there or a sense of reincarnation, of karmic kalpas always something left to let go • blue light on horizon almost disappears when looking straight at it but flares to sight when looking slightly away from it • red wound of sunrise blue flash of sky • keeping track of keeping tracks • a life recollected in tumult • translation : murdering in one language what has already been murdered in another • shortest day longest night • Spirituality Centre closed for Improvements • empty pocket / full pocket the Same • + LAST AID • old scores for old sores • I am a river into which I cannot (for Peter Koch step twice • I did not expect this reckoning before the end but I’m glad of it • ‘put it behind you’ eat it digest it shit it • my generation is dying • Puritan APPLICATORS (Ellsworth Kelly • heresay theirsay • first tinge of sunrise seagull fly-past • you’ll be sorry if you don’t say you’re sorry • fat chance slim odds • WASH FOR TRAMS • life’s too short for forgiveness • inner demons fill the room